Part. 2 LOST
I miss your smile but I miss mine even more. When you left so did all my happiness, you took more then you’ll ever know. I depended on you so without you I can’t feel. I can’t breath, I’m frozen to the ground. I’m holding a gift for you, how stupid I was. It was going to be a special night filled with champagne and love. It was a night I won’t ever forget that I relive everyday. Their advice I can’t take, they don’t know my pain. This is to be untrue but you can’t feel my struggle. Its greater then yours, I’m arrogant and young. Maybe I gave you too little, maybe I gave you too much…sorry my pain will only burden you. The days were empty and you filled that void but you’re gone so what now? The days blend together, the only distinction is which day hurts more. The dreams you haunted have became my escape, now I spend every night with you. I look into the past much too often, I can’t change the truth. I feel us fading and becoming strangers, will you hold on to our memories. You gave me comfort, she was mine and would never be yours. I was selfish, I write this to hurt you. I want to hate you but you helped me grow. Together forever I thought but that was the child in me. July 21st and 28th I will always remember, that was a better time. Sometimes our vision only becomes clear after our eyes are washed with tears….